I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
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4251 | 2019-07-15 14:35:15 | 66.42 | 95% |
2079 | 2019-06-15 15:14:47 | 64.04 | 96% |