I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
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1635 | 2020-12-02 02:34:33 | 70.42 | 97% |
72 | 2019-11-17 18:22:59 | 45.01 | 95% |