I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 2568 | 2019-12-15 15:10:10 | 55.11 | 96% |
| 1121 | 2019-05-17 05:03:25 | 55.17 | 97% |