I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 20061 | 2019-06-12 14:14:57 | 71.42 | 97% |
| 19375 | 2018-09-13 13:49:51 | 67.49 | 98% |