I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 8028 | 2020-04-04 22:05:17 | 68.67 | 98% |
| 3578 | 2019-04-05 16:35:22 | 54.90 | 95% |