I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 3873 | 2020-05-31 07:10:57 | 42.58 | 96% |
| 1439 | 2020-03-11 07:23:56 | 38.71 | 97% |