I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 2107 | 2019-11-27 15:49:52 | 39.65 | 95% |
| 897 | 2019-10-19 01:08:03 | 34.47 | 95% |