I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
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3002 | 2019-11-16 09:25:26 | 49.68 | 95% |
1149 | 2018-12-23 10:17:31 | 43.02 | 95% |
753 | 2018-12-11 17:43:15 | 37.54 | 93% |