I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 483 | 2020-01-29 00:56:18 | 77.65 | 96% |
| 3 | 2019-12-02 18:54:44 | 73.11 | 95% |