I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 3103 | 2019-08-19 12:50:19 | 136.92 | 99% |
| 3045 | 2019-07-11 21:52:47 | 130.77 | 99% |