I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 82760 | 2020-12-07 22:10:51 | 74.47 | 95% |
| 61298 | 2019-09-26 13:30:35 | 97.29 | 96% |
| 60717 | 2019-09-23 06:59:18 | 82.75 | 95% |
| 59572 | 2019-08-26 14:56:28 | 94.50 | 97% |
| 52683 | 2019-04-20 22:55:10 | 97.87 | 97% |
| 51606 | 2019-03-29 20:33:55 | 101.11 | 97% |
| 46663 | 2019-01-12 17:58:10 | 102.31 | 98% |
| 46034 | 2018-12-31 13:57:13 | 85.20 | 96% |
| 45550 | 2018-12-24 22:53:37 | 92.73 | 97% |
| 39862 | 2018-11-03 23:15:37 | 86.06 | 97% |
| 37554 | 2018-10-20 05:37:34 | 92.21 | 97% |
| 34543 | 2018-09-25 16:48:45 | 79.61 | 95% |
| 32255 | 2018-09-10 12:07:40 | 94.34 | 97% |
| 29648 | 2018-08-20 16:53:27 | 110.61 | 98% |
| 29250 | 2018-08-19 09:41:31 | 72.77 | 95% |
| 26502 | 2018-07-17 22:07:18 | 95.82 | 97% |
| 23906 | 2018-06-15 14:27:14 | 82.07 | 95% |
| 19586 | 2018-05-13 18:50:18 | 90.22 | 98% |
| 18450 | 2018-05-05 22:25:04 | 92.86 | 98% |
| 14049 | 2018-04-03 12:08:49 | 95.13 | 97% |
| 12172 | 2018-03-18 19:50:33 | 96.13 | 98% |
| 5995 | 2017-10-24 23:24:43 | 73.51 | 96% |
| 4830 | 2017-10-17 05:14:40 | 70.07 | 95% |
| 4093 | 2017-09-24 17:05:24 | 76.42 | 97% |
| 949 | 2017-07-29 11:17:51 | 57.52 | 96% |