I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1653 | 2018-06-26 14:15:11 | 70.37 | 96% |
| 854 | 2018-03-14 17:55:56 | 75.77 | 96% |