I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 896 | 2019-07-18 21:55:21 | 119.24 | 98% |
| 480 | 2019-07-03 16:47:12 | 116.92 | 99% |