I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
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420 | 2017-10-13 05:08:11 | 64.22 | 98% |
149 | 2017-09-29 05:43:34 | 58.20 | 98% |