I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 308147 | 2020-09-13 21:03:11 | 142.53 | 98% |
| 303987 | 2020-07-05 09:52:44 | 149.49 | 99% |
| 259835 | 2020-03-24 00:10:08 | 159.27 | 99% |
| 255238 | 2020-03-09 00:37:22 | 179.69 | 100% |
| 200848 | 2019-11-30 21:01:58 | 117.91 | 96% |
| 186799 | 2019-11-07 12:02:25 | 141.82 | 98% |
| 180582 | 2019-10-31 21:03:52 | 122.32 | 96% |
| 176236 | 2019-10-11 02:29:06 | 148.87 | 99% |
| 150822 | 2019-07-20 03:00:44 | 152.10 | 98% |
| 150400 | 2019-07-18 23:45:37 | 133.32 | 98% |
| 147126 | 2019-07-12 05:02:41 | 163.74 | 99% |
| 146358 | 2019-07-08 13:39:21 | 141.83 | 97% |
| 146188 | 2019-07-08 07:23:28 | 165.81 | 99% |
| 145518 | 2019-07-06 10:40:03 | 132.07 | 98% |
| 142537 | 2019-07-01 19:24:15 | 142.07 | 98% |
| 120483 | 2019-05-16 15:39:39 | 135.16 | 98% |
| 118174 | 2019-05-10 19:34:46 | 119.41 | 97% |
| 113862 | 2019-04-27 04:30:55 | 108.04 | 95% |
| 110075 | 2019-04-18 01:52:05 | 102.42 | 96% |
| 92272 | 2019-03-20 17:18:01 | 117.69 | 96% |
| 63353 | 2019-02-13 06:59:38 | 118.29 | 98% |
| 62922 | 2019-02-12 18:14:37 | 105.36 | 98% |
| 60245 | 2019-02-05 21:18:55 | 128.26 | 97% |
| 55622 | 2019-01-26 17:26:42 | 93.43 | 95% |
| 51318 | 2019-01-15 04:38:42 | 126.02 | 98% |
| 47053 | 2019-01-07 23:38:14 | 114.80 | 97% |
| 41041 | 2018-12-23 09:54:13 | 141.01 | 100% |
| 40756 | 2018-12-22 04:04:07 | 101.55 | 95% |
| 39696 | 2018-12-18 23:48:10 | 104.08 | 97% |
| 24667 | 2018-11-06 20:26:44 | 137.12 | 99% |
| 21746 | 2018-10-29 20:58:08 | 107.67 | 97% |
| 15029 | 2018-10-11 23:08:35 | 125.95 | 98% |
| 5138 | 2018-01-19 23:49:52 | 109.54 | 96% |
| 2527 | 2017-12-27 03:09:38 | 103.19 | 97% |