I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 8713 | 2020-06-22 02:41:11 | 59.89 | 96% |
| 2271 | 2018-07-12 07:22:01 | 38.92 | 93% |
| 2071 | 2018-06-29 02:27:25 | 36.04 | 92% |