Mark Egan (ehgan)

Race #7341

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Official speed 66.92 wpm (50.39 seconds elapsed during race)
Race Start August 6, 2020 3:50:54am UTC
Race Finish August 6, 2020 3:51:45am UTC
Outcome No win (2 of 5)
Opponents 3. axaladyx (59.04 wpm)
Accuracy 97.0%
Points 56.89
Text #3810053 (Length: 281 characters)

I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.