Jia0 (jiaaa)

Race #459

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Official speed 45.92 wpm (73.43 seconds elapsed during race)
Race Start April 11, 2018 7:58:08am UTC
Race Finish April 11, 2018 7:59:21am UTC
Outcome No win (4 of 5)
Accuracy 92.0%
Points 39.03
Text #3810053 (Length: 281 characters)

I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.